Thursday everything was absolutely great. Haven’t heard from you since, I’ve text you, called you, but you continue to ignore me. Not sure why. I gave you my heart, I gave you all of my trust. You gave me a promise, & you’ve broke it yet again. You lied, it was quite a big lie too. I guess you forgot that I have an immaculate memory. I saw you in that restaurant, you saw me, you looked away. You were laughing, while I was crying. I can’t believe I cried so hard in public. You just left. I walked for 10 miles, got lost in a city I’ve never been in, crying the hardest I’ve ever cried. I should be angry, but I’m not. I am sorry for whatever it is I did, I guess I really wasn’t good enough.
“She had dinner ready, she ate hers already, pinot grigio & spagetti, I looked up, next thing you know, her dress flew over her head, her bra slid off of her shoulders, she looked right at me & said, oh baby come over, her panties slid down her leg, I couldn’t keep my composure, so after it was all over, I just broke down & I told her, I’m so mesmerized by you.”—Mesmerized - Bei Maejor